To live and regret
Is equal to not living
Forgive and move on
Hey there. So basically i have indeed, broken some rules and routine of my everyday life. First and foremost, i am never a person to jaywalk, no. I will find a traffic light no matter how far and i will take the overhead bridge if i have to. But, i jaywalked last week. It's more of just a walk actually cause i jaywalked with Jay so mathematically speaking i walked haha ok you get my point. Second of all, i usually wake up and before anything else, i'll light up a cigarette and head to the bathroom for my business. But three days ago, i woke up, washed my face, brush my teeth, tie my hair and eat my breakfast. And then i proceed to light a cigarette. I guess these little things did make a difference to how that day progressed.

See that picture up there? It's of me, my mum, my bibik, my neighbour, her mom and niece. We have been neighbours ever since we were one. But about a decade ago, my mum and her mum, stopped talking to one another. They never smiled when they saw each other in public. We never even went to their house together for Hari Raya visiting. This year, my neighbour and i tried to get them together. She called me and invited me over for some Nasi Lemak and told me to bring my mum too. Usually my mum will tell me to go ahead but this time, she actually said, "Ya ok let me go change first." It was such and amazing brief moment for me and they (my mum and her mum) talked as if nothing has changed for the past years. A little funny i should say. But as you can see from the picture, it was such a great accomplishment for me and my neighbour. Just yesterday we cooked a little more and gave some next door and they did the same.
My Daddyo
My Mamaneh (she never smiles for cameras. nope. even if she has a beautiful one)
Ok so another one happened on Sunday when me and my dad were supposed to go grocery shopping. I was getting ready and my mum told me she wants to come too. I was quite in disbelief. But we went together. And we sat in one table and ate breakfast and went grocery shopping and they were having little conversations. I am a very emotional person (i look big and tough but inside me there is a garden full of roses and lotuses so fragile) and i was almost in tears but i didn't want to cry in front of them so acted cool like i always am haha I FELT SO BLESSED THAT DAY YOU HAVE NO IDEA (you could kind of get the picture as to why i was so happy they were talking right?)
Ok i think it's abit too much for one post but WHY NOT so i also found 101 ways to kill my arch nemesis that is the cockroach and coincidence was on the roach's side cause after that lesson, i had so many freaking encounters with it i lost count. And now i know of 101 ways to terminate it but it seems everytime one is rid, it'll whisper quietly, "I'll be back." Final illustration on the ways below:
So this is the final outcome of our ways to killeth thou arch nemesis
(and we had to pick three of which were most interesting and those ways that were not heard of before on killing cockroaches and Hafizah's below, is using a cake mixer to kill it,
Lulu's below is to hit it multiple times with a guitar (though it looks like a violin haha),
And mine was to fling it to a wall fan until it meets its untimely death.
And here are a few more interesting but not picked out ways :
To feed it to a venus fly trap (apparently people have seen that before)
And a few methods of torture, which includes ironing it flat, throwing multiple needles at it, and also freezing it hard with nitrogen oxide.
So there you go. Till the next.
Shahirshaj-